.All.I.Think.About.Is.Sex.

Freja Beha. I can't get over her look. It's not what someone would call a common look in the supermodel world but damn is she hot!! The "V" magazine cover of Freja, Daria and Gemma has to be the best looking trio known to man kind. Almost overwhelming.

.I'm.Feeling.Creative.

I was just browsing through the millions of photos I have saved on my computer and I came across these. All these pictures sparked a creative flare in my head and I came up with a bunch of D.I.Y ideas that will be put into action asap!! Very excited about my new way to take up my free time because god knows I have plenty of it. I love the shorts in the last 2 photos and the t-shirts and of course the beautiful headdress. They're different but edgy. I may be in over my head but...We shall see!!

.Lost.

i think he's gone. my knight in shining armor turned out to be a typical man. an asshole in tin foil.

.....

Fucked up yet again. I'm starting to think there's a problem behind all these mistakes considering I seem to be making the same one over and over. Now...I think I lost the only friend who I could talk to about everything. Even she's disappointed in me. When your parents are disappointed in you it hurts..when your best friend is..there is literally no worse feeling in the world.

.:-(.

I think I may be dying. I hate being sick...not to mention this sickness hit me like a ton of bricks. Suddenly and powerfully. Sleep would be perfect right now but, being an insomniac, it seems to be impossible!!

.Time.For.Another.Change.

I've gotten bored again. I no longer want to change my hair or clothes or makeup...I'm strictly all about piercings and tattoos to my parents dismay. My last fix lasted about 2 weeks. I now need more! I don't know whether I should get my next tattoo or another piercing. I've planned out my next 4 tattoo's and my next 5 piercings. All this is lovely but there seems to be a problem...a big problem. My financial state leaves me at a sort of standstill with my tats and piercings. Although they may not cost too much, any amount of money right now is too much considering I owe my parents upward towards $300 and my income seems to be getting lower and lower due to the fact that the woman I nanny for has been "missing her children" so she needs to stay home with them more. Would someone like to inform me of a way I could make lots of money fast and in a fun way?? If anyone has any ideas please let me know and if any of your ideas work I would owe you my life <3 Anyways...my life lately hasn't been much of anything. I've gotten myself into habits I used to think were terrible now I just think they're my way of life. I need constant excitement to stay content and there hasn't been much excitement which is leaving me antsy and craving for a change. Me thinks it's time for a road trip? I just came back from a weekend at University of Delaware visiting my friend and it was tons of fun but apparently it didn't fulfill my craving for adventure and craziness. What I need most right now is a full tank of gas, a road map to nowhere, a few blunts and my best friend. Perfect summer waiting to happen.

.I.Didn't.Even.Change.Who.I.Was.For.You.

Usually...when one enters any sort of relationship...there are flaws even if we choose to look past them. We try to change our ways to mold around this new person. When I met him..I knew there were flaws but I didn't change and he didn't seem to mind. We just had fun together, I thought of nothing else but him when we were together and that alone was a little but of heaven...just being able to escape the everyday brainstorms. So this boy..he became an escape and I loved every second of it. Everything from the way he smelt to his embrace drew me in like a moth to a flame. He seemed interested in me and he sure knew how to keep me interested. So why is it now that we haven't talked in a little over a week and I'm in need of my escape. It's like I need my fix. It's ridiculous how different our feelings are towards each other. I'm not in love...I may like him but mostly I like how I could be myself around him and his friends and I just fit. They had their own quirks and what I like to call "weirdism's" Even if nothing was to become of us relationship wise I would love to be friends with him just to be around him and his lax attitude. It's almost freeing

.Not.So.Bad.Boy.

There's a boy. I don't think he's as bad ass as he wants everyone to think. He makes me smile alot...just by texting me something silly like ":p" I smile and laugh about it for an hour. He calls me baby and gorgeous and who wouldn't love that? I'm absolutely terrified that I'll end up liking him more than he likes me and getting my heart broken yet again. I really just started to give up and then...he came around. It's too soon to know how I truly feel about him but the butterflies are telling me that the feeling's there and it's not really going anywhere. I just really hope I don't screw this up..

.Vino.e`.Formaggio.

Vino with my lovely. Tonight might get sloppy but as long as I'm with the best of people that doesn't matter :) hope everyone has a fabulous weekend <3

.Hmmm?.

I'm in the mood to do something crazy and reckless...I just wanna go do something on a whim and leave no room for regrets. Any crazy ideas?

.Latest.Desires.

These are a few items that have caught my eye and are definitely the next few charges to my credit card <3