.Lost.

i think he's gone. my knight in shining armor turned out to be a typical man. an asshole in tin foil.

.....

Fucked up yet again. I'm starting to think there's a problem behind all these mistakes considering I seem to be making the same one over and over. Now...I think I lost the only friend who I could talk to about everything. Even she's disappointed in me. When your parents are disappointed in you it hurts..when your best friend is..there is literally no worse feeling in the world.