Usually...when one enters any sort of relationship...there are flaws even if we choose to look past them. We try to change our ways to mold around this new person. When I met him..I knew there were flaws but I didn't change and he didn't seem to mind. We just had fun together, I thought of nothing else but him when we were together and that alone was a little but of heaven...just being able to escape the everyday brainstorms. So this boy..he became an escape and I loved every second of it. Everything from the way he smelt to his embrace drew me in like a moth to a flame. He seemed interested in me and he sure knew how to keep me interested. So why is it now that we haven't talked in a little over a week and I'm in need of my escape. It's like I need my fix. It's ridiculous how different our feelings are towards each other. I'm not in love...I may like him but mostly I like how I could be myself around him and his friends and I just fit. They had their own quirks and what I like to call "weirdism's" Even if nothing was to become of us relationship wise I would love to be friends with him just to be around him and his lax attitude. It's almost freeing
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